[Sheryl]

Hope to talk to you again! you can email me if you want to

[dancingbear]

I think that the denial of the abuse is worse than the abuse because it is an attack on your character. I believe you, it was wrong for anyone to mistreat anyone else and the stronger person is the one who goes and gets the help. I still experience anger, much less than I did but when I get messed with mentally, I get angry about it, it only hurts me and I would never hurt anyone else but I had self control for so many years and now I am just starting to feel my own body at times again. I have applied for disability and when I feel guilty for getting the help I tell myself I cannot believe what I have been through

[dancingbear]

Thank you, I will do that. If you would like to discuss here tomorrow night I will make sure I am on at a certain time say 10pm is that ok?

[Sheryl]

I agree with you! I was never more angry then when she told me that I was crazy and that none of it had ever happened. I was actually speechless

[Sheryl]

yes well depending on where you are 10 pm can be two diffrent times, I am in Alabama , so would it be 10 my time or yours? lol

[dancingbear]

Yea, she is beautiful and friendly she is tortoishell color.....

[Sheryl]

I would like to thank you for chatting with me, I don;t want that to sound silly but just wanted to thank you all the same

[dancingbear]

Oh it is 12:03 am in New york, that is where I am.

[Sheryl]

I have a cat named cali, she is at J's house, I will be getting her back in the spring, she is also a tortishell

[dancingbear]

Thank you too, what you have been through does not seem to be very good. How old is your son? My grandaughers are 14 and they are the extreme joy in my life especially the little one

[Sheryl]

Okay it is 11:04 in alabama, so I will try to log at 10pm your time, if I am not on right away I will check in asap.

[dancingbear]

She is very spoiled because I live alone right now. She is still a kitten and she chases my feet when I walk. She is a goof ball.

[Sheryl]

My son will be a year old in a few days. He is the reason for my freedom, I don;'t know is I would have been able to free myself just for my own sake. but I could not let him be infuenced by those people. I could not let heim grow up to be like my half brothers. My half brothers are 7 and 10 and are not nice kids, not their fault though

[dancingbear]

I will sign in tomorrow at 10pm. I hope you have a restful night.

[Sheryl]

Goodnight Dancingbear, sweet dreams see you at 10 pm!